At the end of the process, I had a
clear feeling that I had learned all the truths and achieved everything. I no
longer need additional sessions of Ayahuasca or any other psychoactive drugs. I
already have everything I need.
It was about six o'clock in the
morning. Although I hardly slept for two days, and I had only a couple of hours
to sleep, I knew that I would feel good when I woke up.
I went to my tent and for some time
experienced the events of this night again and again before falling asleep. It
was the integration of the experience gained.
After sleeping for about an hour
and a half, I woke up and opened my eyes. I really felt very good! I sat down,
looked out the window and listened. And then I felt my existence in the current
moment for real! What a feeling of this current moment it was, the sensation of
“here and now”! This elusive eternal moment of the present... It is impossible
to convey in words, it can only be felt.
I was sitting in a tent and just
enjoyed Being. And then a wave of feelings covered me whole! A wave of all
sorts of feelings and emotions. As if some invisible dam had broken through, or
some plug blocked up long ago had opened. Tears streamed down my cheeks and I
smiled at the same time. I was completely happy.
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